Sunday, February 7, 2010
quality time.(L)
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6:51 AM
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Saturday, February 6, 2010
this week's been one horrible week, only managed to attend school on monday for cca exhibition, then i was on mc for the next 4days. damn sickening. missed out on so many lessons luh. the damn high fever left me without voice and with asthma back again. how am i supposed to prepare for the coming concert?-.-
now i'm waiting for mais's reply, blogging and doing gp research at the same time. gonna go shower soon, then prepare for dinner with my dearly missed choir loves and someone else too.(: all dearly missed~ :D
baby, its been a few days. you've been dearly missed.):
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11:11 PM
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Wednesday, January 27, 2010
i'm like blogging and doing choir pub stuff at the same time. i'm feeling damn irritated can. super duper. i'm not complaining bout all the responsibilities that ive as pub. but i really would like for once, for someone, anyone to appreciate me and jasmine's efforts in whatever we do. i dont want credit, just for once someone please appreciate instead of adding on to all the stress and negative stuff i'm facing.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH I NEED TO CHILL. okay i'll go continue with my work. (i cant even rmb what homework there's due tmr.><)
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6:08 AM
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Wednesday, January 20, 2010
been a long long time since i posted. haha. kinda lazy to anyways. school's been draining me out for the past few days? had to wake up early for gp remedial lecture somemore.><
feels weird to be without you, yet i realise, the feeling's starting to fade away. ought i be happy or sad about it?):
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5:36 AM
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Thursday, January 14, 2010
a good start to a brand new year. and my bestfriend's finally back. yayness.(:
and actually, i'm more than glad. you cant imagine what i'm feeling when i heard bestfriend's voice.(:
SO BEST, IT'S MORE THAN YAYNESS. ITS AWESOME YAYNESS. :D
so best, if you're reading this. i must let you know, i cant wait to see you. like really. haha. then you can see how small my eyes have become. heh. even though your trip's half of mine, WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE TO TALK TO MAN?!
haha. charis can feel my wide grin, go ask her why. :D
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5:20 AM
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Sunday, January 3, 2010
the past few days have been horrible. i've fallen terribly sick. bad flu, bad cough, sore throat, losing my voice. dont like it at all. i cant even sing properly luh. *gasps. and school's starting soon, which means choir's starting soon. OHNOS. i have to get well soon, no more eating nonsense. haha. i should sit down and start focusing properly on my work. no more going out, until i've done all my work. yes, school's starting soon alrdy.><
been thinking hard bout random stuff too. i've this thought in my mind- who knows what will happen till you've given it a shot? i'm gonna try giving up, unless you look for me, i wont look for you first. (:
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5:41 AM
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Wednesday, December 30, 2009
its been a long year 2009. and i'm kinda glad kinda not glad 2010's on its way here. As will be what i'm facing in 2010, and a whole new school life. no more familiar faces that i can depend on, no more council peeps, no more clique, no more bestfriend. haha. a whole new kind of choir life, new conductor, new style. haha. scary, but i'll put in my best efforts for the coming year, the best of my best. haha. life's gonna be very very different, no more playing around. haha. nth much to play with anyway. bestfriend will be enlisting soon, so i guess i'll be pretty much on my own for quite awhile. i think i can survive? haha. if not, he'll hopefully be just an sms away, unless he's some weird random jungle or what. AHAHA. but i think 2010's gonna be real different, for starts, i'll make an effort to change things in my life. no more last minute stuff, and a more valiant attempt to make myself happier, and if i'm strong enough; i'll let go.(:
so to everyone, happy new year!<3
i'll love with all my heart, and not regret this.<3
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11:35 PM
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quality time.(L)