My lalala oh-so-happy life.<3

i wish my parents would quit nagging.
-i need to lose more weight.
-i need to be 48 by gradnight.
-i need to save the $$ asap. ><
-i need to get a suitable clutch soon.

HAHA. and i cant wait for shanghai trip to come soon.(:

write something here ~~~ (: (:; 6:34 AM

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Monday, October 26, 2009

i think i may just try again. (:

write something here ~~~ (: (:; 6:04 AM

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Sunday, October 25, 2009

had performance at bvcc ytd and cip today. two superbly exciting events in two days consecutively is just awesomez ttm. haha. but super tiring at the same time. i had great fun with my choirsters and dearest a02.<3 haha.

on a random note,
-armani exchange is awesomez. ^^
-so is cameraboy. ^^
-girlfs dont hit on girlfs guys, whether or not you're attached with the guy or not.
-no mattter how many beautiful clothes you have, if you're ugly inside and out, you'll never be pretty.at least not to me.

haha.(:

write something here ~~~ (: (:; 6:45 AM

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Thursday, October 22, 2009

haha. there was this thing i heard last friday bout this friend who said i'm the kind of girl he'll be interested in; dunno what ideal girl thing. haha. i felt a lil weirded out after hearing it, but i'm appreciative of that comment and if its a compliment- THANK YOU.(:

so on this super random note, here's my ideal boy-
-i dont mind if i'm not your first girlfriend but i hope i'm not your no. 100 or smth.
-i dont need a super tall guy, someone not too tall not too short will be alright.
-i dont need a gorgeous guy, someone decent looking's okay.
-and i'll like a kind hearted, humorous, fun to be with guy.
-i like a guy with a BRIGHT SMILE. *hint hint,
-and most importantly, my ideal guy's someone i'm comfortable hanging out with, like we're good/close/best friends + bgf.

HAHA. RANDOMNESS IS MY FAVOURITE THING.

write something here ~~~ (: (:; 7:59 AM

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Monday, October 19, 2009

these days have been super weird. this is something i'm starting to not understand at all. shitxz. i realise i dont understand myself anymore. weirdness ttm. i must pick myself up ago. maybe if i start running agin, i'll feel better. lol. as i'm typing this i feel i'm going mad. ><
tmr's the day i'm gonna face up to the truth, whether or not my extra year in peejay has made any difference to my life. i wonder what will be my reaction tmr to everything. i'm worried. and this particular person in my life's not making it any easier or better for me at all. (just when i needed you the most you're disappearing on me.><)
i need something to make me let go of all thats going on around me. somebody tell me how,

write something here ~~~ (: (:; 5:03 AM

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Friday, October 16, 2009

today was farewell assembly. damn saddening actually. felt super emotional since ytd. i guess i really cannot put my feelings down into words, i dont think anyone can get how i feel.

and i miss you alredy,

write something here ~~~ (: (:; 7:44 AM

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Thursday, October 15, 2009

happy bday best.(: you're finally 18, like me!(: there's no pictures from today, so i'll have to wait for tmr's farewell assembly pictures. hope you had a great day today and take good care of your hamster aye.(:

on this super sad note,
tmr's farewell assembly. shitz ttm. i feel crappz. why? i dunno. cus maybe the fact that i'm not graduating tmr is hitting me real hard? yeah i guess so. that and the point about how all my dearest friends wont be around school anymore. no more hanging out with jazr eileen wy kegan.): no more peeking at smiley.): and i cant hang out or chitchat or even see my bestfriend anymore. THATS ULTRA SADDENING. D: this sucks. i dint even feel this emotional during thisyear's invest. i pray i wont cry tmr. super malu.

and best, you promised me photos tmr aye. better rmb ah.(:

write something here ~~~ (: (:; 6:58 AM

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